~Dreams, inconsistent angel things...Horses bred with star-laced wings....

Special Wish for Mean_Hamster!

2008-09-12T14:00:00Z

Happy Birthday, my dear mean_hamster!

I hope you have a great day.

~Happy Birthday Wishes~

2008-06-25T01:43:37Z

Happy Birthday to lao_hu and zaccheo!

Now, I know I'm a little late in regards to zaccheo 's birthday, but best of wishes anyway!

(Footnote: I couldn't really think of anything really pretty to put that related to both of you simultaneously *is lame* since you both are pretty obscure in your loves so I put up one of my random pretty yaoi pictures. Enjoy. :D )

Comparing and Contrasting! :)

2008-01-04T08:00:07Z

This is a brief exercise in which I'm going to compare myself from 1.75 years ago to now. Unfortunately the results will not be fully explained as they were a 1.75 years ago because I didn't post all of the details, but eh. The table summarizing it will be better than nothing. The quiz results will be placed under a cut.

EDIT: Stolen from a good friend quatrehiead .

My Personality


Neuroticism	42
Extraversion	72
Openness To Experience	98
Agreeableness	2
Conscientiousness	83

Test Yourself Compare Yourself View Full Report

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Here is the results for the "Quick" version of the test.

My Personality


Neuroticism	0
Extraversion	84
Openness To Experience	95
Agreeableness	26
Conscientiousness	99

You are poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed, however you rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans.

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Now for all of the extra details....

Neuroticism

explanation | back to top

Overall Score	0
Anxiety	6
Anger	24
Depression	3
Self-Consciousness	15
Immoderation	1
Vulnerability	0

You are a calm person who is considered almost fearless by some. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You are poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed.

Extraversion

explanation | back to top

Overall Score	84
Friendliness	82
Gregariousness	40
Assertiveness	84
Activity Level	84
Excitement-Seeking	81
Cheerfulness	76

You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are usually the leader in group activites. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You love bright lights and hustle and bustle. You are likely to take risks and seek thrills. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.

Openness To Experience

explanation | back to top

Overall Score	95
Imagination	63
Artistic Interests	87
Emotionality	49
Adventurousness	61
Intellect	92
Liberalism	99

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. Familiar routines are good, but sometimes you like to spice up your life with a bit of adventure or activity. As a person who is open-minded to new and unusual ideas, you love to play with and think about ideas. You also like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.

Agreeableness

explanation | back to top

Overall Score	26
Trust	73
Morality	0
Altruism	89
Cooperation	19
Modesty	8
Sympathy	53

You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness

explanation | back to top

Overall Score	99
Self-Efficacy	98
Orderliness	99
Dutifulness	78
Achievement-Striving	95
Self-Discipline	99
Cautiousness	84

You believe that you have the intelligence, common sense, drive, and self-control necessary for achieving success. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

My Personality


Neuroticism	1
Extraversion	68
Openness To Experience	85
Agreeableness	52
Conscientiousness	95

You are poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed, however you don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions.

Take the Personality Test now or view the full personality report.

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(Plus the full personality report below.)

Neuroticism

Overall Score	1
Anxiety	12
Anger	32
Depression	3
Self-Consciousness	8
Immoderation	8
Vulnerability	1

You are a calm person who is considered almost fearless by some. You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you. You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind. You do not feel nervous in social situations, and have a good impression of what others think of you. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You are poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed.

Extraversion

Overall Score	68
Friendliness	74
Gregariousness	24
Assertiveness	68
Activity Level	84
Excitement-Seeking	42
Cheerfulness	84

You genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You make friends quickly and it is easy for you to form close, intimate relationships. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. You are usually the leader in group activites. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You enjoy some excitment and risk taking in your life. You experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy.

Openness To Experience

Overall Score	85
Imagination	39
Artistic Interests	87
Emotionality	16
Adventurousness	71
Intellect	92
Liberalism	99

You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. You tend not to express your emotions openly and are sometimes not even aware of your own feelings. You are eager to try new activities, travel to foreign lands, and experience different things. You find familiarity and routine boring, and will take a new route home just because it is different. As a person who is open-minded to new and unusual ideas, you love to play with and think about ideas. You also like to debate intellectual issues and often enjoy riddles, puzzles and brain teasers. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.

Agreeableness

Overall Score	52
Trust	64
Morality	15
Altruism	79
Cooperation	52
Modesty	38
Sympathy	66

You mostly assume that people are honest and fair, however you are wary and hold back from trusting people completely. You believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important. You are willing to take credit for good things that you do but you don't often talk yourself up much. You are mostly a compassionate person, however you prefer to make objective judgments when possible.

Conscientiousness

Overall Score	95
Self-Efficacy	93
Orderliness	87
Dutifulness	29
Achievement-Striving	95
Self-Discipline	96
Cautiousness	90

You believe that you have the intelligence, common sense, drive, and self-control necessary for achieving success. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. You find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining and are sometimes seen as unreliable or even irresponsible by others. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

Speech Pattern Fun!

2007-12-02T11:16:32Z

What American accent do you have? Your Result: The West Your accent is the lowest common denominator of American speech. Unless you're a SoCal surfer, no one thinks you have an accent. And really, you may not even be from the West at all, you could easily be from Florida or one of those big Southern cities like Dallas or Atlanta.
The Midland
North Central
Boston
The South
The Inland North
Philadelphia
The Northeast
What American accent do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

This is my current result from this quiz.

Back on 11/02/2006:

I got a result that said:

"North Central" is what professional linguists call the Minnesota accent. If you saw "Fargo" you probably didn't think the characters sounded very out of the ordinary. Outsiders probably mistake you for a
Canadian a lot.

My Response Then:

My Non-Existent Accent is FARGO-ISH!?

Strange, eh? I'm often told I have no accent at all. Maybe that's because I live in the South. Compared to the overbearing accents around me, anything I say as long as it isn't Brooklyn won't stand out. >.< Please tell me that my North Dakotan parents haven't ruined my speech patterns before I ever realized it. I don't sound Canadian! I swear!

My Response Now:

Maybe I just didn't think of the answers to the quiz properly before I answered them...or a year and a half at college has transformed my speech into a more neutral pattern (despite that my campus best friend is a flaming Canadian...)

Woot! I'm still alive!

2007-11-13T00:34:48Z

Life's been so hectic.

A record of the most traumatic happening:

1). Two weeks ago, around 11 PM on a Saturday night, I was sloshing about my dorm room, ankle-deep in dirty water. Note: I live on the 4th floor.

That's the end of the story--but this is how it began.

Earlier that day, I had risen at the crack of dawn to participate in a campus wide volunteering event called Team Buzz. My volunteer activity involved much grunting, sweating, and butchering of kudzu, or better known as "the plant that ate the South." Our goal was to clear a long-begotten section of a public park, and I must say that after the pack of us sliced, diced, and yanked on the mess for three hours the field was returned pretty much to its original state of affairs before the kudzu invasion.

As proud as I was, I was also kaputt. My arms, shoulders, and back hurt! Geez, I didn't know that my shoulder blades could hurt! And I had only gotten a few hours of sleep the night before!

Pfft. I was strong, womanly, and all of that jazz--I can handle the pain, I thought.

Four hours later, and many intimate sessions with a heat pack, I was moderately soothed. Granted, I thought my fiance` was coming that night to visit after another long week apart, but dishearteningly, that was not to be.

A crappy dinner at 6, more crappy ANTM reruns around 7...finally, I got off my butt at 8 to wash a few dishes that had been collecting a sort of dark mold to them for the past week. Once finished, I turned off the sink as usual...At this point, let me explain the layout of my dorm.

I have three suitemates. One is my roommate H and the other two D and F live across a tiny private hallway from H and I's room. In between our rooms is a large coat closet, an isolated sink from the bathroom, and another room that holds the toilet and tub/shower. The floor is made of old tile that has been waxed many many times over the past 30 or so years the dorm has stood, and the sink and tub is of equal quality. That being said, let's move on the real meat of storytime...

I had just walked into my room when suddenly the blissful silence was broken by a sharp hissing. Startled, I whipped my head around and peered over the corner of my doorway. There was a gushing waterfall in my bathroom.

Water was everywhere! It was soaking into the foot mat in front of the sink, spattering across the walls, pooling swiftly on the floor, coming toward my feet.

I must have stood there in shock for a total of 10 seconds, admiring/absorbing the horror that was front of me. Then I leapt into action. I dropped my dishes on H's desk, and dived into the waterfall, hands groping blindly for some sort of off dial. I had never dealt with sink repair before. I had no idea what I was even looking for.

The water! It burned! It had to be at least 70 degrees Fahreheit. Out of that option, I dashed to my room, and yanked out of my wardrobe every single towel, handtowel, and washcloth I had brought with me to Tech. Promptly I dropped them to the floor. It was at this point I realized that though only a few minutes at passed, the water was already lapping at my feet from where I stood in my room.

I took off for my CA (Community Advisor) 's room, where I proceeded to pound at it for another minute until I realized that the CA yellow "On duty" card was sticking out from her room plate. In desperation, I snatched it off, fingers still dripping wet, and dialed the number listed. No answer.

Cursing, I went back into the hallway and started banging on doors to either find A). a wrench (you know, to get through the scalding waterfall) or B). someone who knew how to turn off a sink. I looked like a disaster. My clothes were dripping, my waist long hair was loose and sploshing water, my glasses were dotted in water--I a better description would be that I looked deranged. Luckily for me and maybe unfortunately for this guy, he happened to be walking down the hallway at the time of my search. I practically snatched him and dragged him to my room.

Presto! He just calmly reached in the water and turned it off. Fantastic. I was absolutely thrilled and a couple of hugs and squeaks of gratitude later, he left and I was left alone with this ankle deep water that was halfway across my room and an unknown amount into my suitemates' room.

At this time, two of my roommates were at a party and one was at home. I called H and F and informed them of the dorm's status. Also I got a call back from the CA. She was calling emergency housing maintenance. The maintenance arrived two hours later and H and F arrived 15 minutes later. Soon we were dragging in our trashcans and squeezing out wet towels into them.

Yeah, I know. It's a long story, but at least it's mildly exciting. I'll keep it shorter from here on out. A couple of guy friends joined us when they happened to be walking by and they called more of their friends...and eventually, we had 12 people working on our mess. By the time, the housing crew arrived, we had most of the water soaked up.

The best news about it? Nothing was destroyed except the floor mat and I hated that floor mat.

In other news...
2). Thrasher's game a couple of days ! They were awesome! Completely blew that they lost to their ultimate rivals the Carolina Hurricanes though...(sigh)

3). Choral concert yesterday! I love singing and it was so much fun to finally perform in front of people without being my usual stage fright. This is my first semester doing Choral and I love it! And our Choral director is amazingly funny. Have you ever seen people "drink" to something? We do it all the time during Choral practice--he's nuts. Sometimes I wonder if he has Tourette's....

4). More job interviews. Haven't gotten an offer yet, but there is still a possibility that I will! (keeps fingers crossed)

Got tagged to do a meme...

2007-08-12T19:54:39Z

Well, the lovely myfluffcanfly tagged me to do a meme and who am I to refuse her?

INSTRUCTION: Bold the statements that are true to you.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I've broken someone's bones. (not that I know of ^^'')
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair. (to my waist. I'll be getting a couple of inches chopped off shortly...)
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone. (Except people who abuse children and animals.)
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friend, significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced. (I wish....)
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal dream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

EDIT:
I'm tagging animemetoo , lao_hu , missparaphilia , jade_sage , and nzstockcarcrazy .

Thanks for tagging me! :)

Old Poetry

2007-07-26T02:31:40Z

From June 26th, 2006

There is a certain serenity of the 5 AM solitude. No one's awake, the world slumbers outside, and there is only you.

Only you in this entire universe. All the tiny atoms, molecules, systems that make you up accompany you; yes, they are your sole company and support in a pitch dark morning, the coldest time of the day.

It is then that Dawn arises!

It is the Dawn who comes and lifts that solitude off of your hungry and lonesome shoulders with a light kiss of brightness and glory. Across the coral sky, Twilight makes her fleeting escape, vivid streaks forming in her haste, tired of her nightly visit. Meanwhile, her child, her begotten with the Sun, the Moon lies in Dawn's arms, asleep and faded, eyes shut tight from festivities.

The Dawn is young. She has not yet learned of jealousy, nor shall she.

Her innocence will be preserved forever as she rises to take care of her lover with that sweet kiss of light and the beginning of life.

Life begins here.

---
It's fun stuff. ^.~ It's relatively short and extremely artsy and filled with metaphors. I think it's lovely. If you want to critique, it is always welcome (as long as it's constructive)!

FREEDOM!

2007-06-07T20:20:56Z

Hello, World!

Hee-chan is officially free(ish) for a day! Seize the day! Dance and sing! Praise be to some higher power that I only mildly believe in!

The study fest of four days is OVER. OVER. Let freedom ring and all of that lovely-wonderful-sweet-sounding jazz!

Haha...of course I still have homework to do, but eh, it's not as important to finish at this particular second. (lets out another mini Whoop!)

Ah, Computer Science: Introduction to Robotics HW and Lab, here I come (after a four hour escape into the magical world of LJ)!

But first, some lyrics to a song that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.

"Around The World" - Song by Nikka Costa

Everyone around the world
Will find themselves about to fall
In my case I've gotten down, gotten up
Laid back down, filled my cup and had to crawl
But it's clear that it's my time to be here
And I'm gonna make it clear to you all

We spend our lives trying to get over
On this roller coaster that we're traveling on
And everyday we ride the elevator
No matter where it takes ya
Up or down

Don't let it get you down
Love will always be your soldier
Wiping every tear you cry
Yours for always and forever
Yours until the end of time

Everyone around the world
Will find themselves with the chance to fly
In that second we decide if we ride
Or if we'd be satisfied to pass it by
But it's clear that it's our time to be here
And we've gotta make it clear all our lives

We spend our lives trying to get over
On this roller coaster that we're traveling on
And everyday we ride the elevator
No matter where it takes ya
Up or down

Don't let it get you down
Love will always be your soldier
Wiping every tear you cry
Yours for always and forever
Yours until the end of time

When ain't nothin' goin' right
Love will be your soldier
When all you can do is cry
Love will be your soldier
When no one is around
Love will be your soldier
When your world is tumbling down
Love will be your soldier

The Most Amazing Onion Rings...

2007-04-24T01:14:06Z

...are Korean Onion-Flavoured Rings.

I know--is that important for every day living? Will it make your day brighten by reading that brief little sentence?

No, but if you ever need an onion fix, try to get Korean Onion Rings. They're f-ing amazing. They rock my world. I can eat more than one bag without having to treat my tongue to ice treatments to keep my tongue intact after the salty snack.

Oh yeah, and on another note, my life is going excellent, absolutely wonderful until next week when I cry myself to sleep Sunday and Monday because my hardest exams are going to kick my ass.

Ah. Blasé, blasé.

Romance

2007-02-22T20:37:19Z

When is love most potent?

Is it at its first blush, or tenderized by years of experience? Is it deep and complicated, or simple and clean?

For my fiance', I'm his first and last love. For me, he's my second love after many failed attempts at forming decent relationships. Our friends say that we're both smitten silly and disgustingly cute.

Ah, for reasons I won't delve into here, initially our relationship was based my lust and his crush on me. Believe me, that mentality on my part did not last long. He was sweet, endearing, clumsy, intelligent/clever, good-looking (though he couldn't dress himself worth shit), and a million other wonderful adjectives that I won't rant about.

Naturally, this long list of qualities and my ranting that I did do about him to my friends for great lengths of time didn't clue me in to my feelings. After a while, they got tired of the denial. So, after talking to one of my best friends about him one day, she turned, looked at me point blank, and asked, "Why are you talking about him as if he's just a toy?"

Of course, oblivious to the love I was gushing over with, I looked confused. "Eh?"

"You're madly in love with him. I can hear it in your tone. You adore him. So shut up with your cynicism, and open up your eyes to what you really feel."

Well....to say the least I took that into major consideration when I told him that we were an item, which in short order turned into an engagement. I'm thoroughly happy with that decision. ^^

This entire process took a total of five months to complete itself.

I would say that we're equally devoted to each other. So perhaps the answer to my question is that love is most significant when it is requited and tempered to the person's personality.

He's simple and clean---I'm a bit twisted and a tad complicated. We're a pair that complements each other well.

"< "The fact is always obvious much too late, but the most singular difference between happiness and joy is that happiness is a solid and joy is a liquid." > --Anonymous

For the Curious, here's a picture of the two of us...

2007-02-13T04:41:27Z

My fiance:

(Isn't he cute? Him and his hairy legs peeking out from under his jeans...)

And for an extra dosage o' sap, check out the memory below.

A special moment:

In scenic Hofheim, in our favorite park, above us the sky stretched out endlessly, stars studding it like diamonds scattered across a blanket. It was here that a special moment occurred; it was here that I should’ve realized that I liked Erik. When I jumped on his back and his hands wrapped themselves protectively around my legs, too afraid to hoist me higher, I knew somewhere in the back of my mind that we fit together. Illogically. Unfortunately. But we did. And Lana captured it in that zoom of hers, the bright smiles, the sheepish eyes, the eyes that softly said, “I like him,” “I like her.”

Here. There. The quiet tumble of water upon rocks, the lightning laughter, the colorful cursing, the scrapped toes—each detail engraved itself onto my memory.

<3, Neko

To My Hachi

2007-02-13T03:48:03Z

My boyfriend, now fiance, proposed me to on Wednesday, Feburary 7th, 2007. And I said yes. ^^

The ring is beautiful--small, slender band of white gold, a tear drop of sapphire and a small diamond in the corner. I catch myself staring at it as it sparkles during inorganic chem lecture.

I love you, Hachi. <3 Life's good. I'll see you Wednesday.

-Neko

Hey guys!

2007-02-13T03:42:34Z

Yo, animemetoo, lao_hu, isabelledolce, jade_sage, ka_dono, kitsune_tails, maiafay, mjmjmj888, myarchway, pockygod, uruchan, and zaccheo, this is Hee-chan or Jess, however you know me.

I'm still on the rainbowfragment account, but this is my personal account. I would appreciate it if you added me again. ^^

Much love to you all!